urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bel__canto no evasion from reality luminosa 2009-10-10T05:13:45Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bel__canto:13608 2009-10-10T05:13:45Z 2009-10-10T05:13:45Z losing friendships...is very painful.<br />especially when the other person doesnt notice, going on with their life, not giving the effort. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bel__canto:13081 2009-09-19T09:23:41Z 2009-09-19T09:29:15Z the way the chords of your voice play, the way your armor shines beneath the light of a foreign sun thousands of miles away, its mesmerizing and my head, which was so tightly in place, is spinning past constellations searching for moons and dreams i'm not sure fully exist...<br /><br /><br />boyyy you got me dreaminnnnnnnn urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bel__canto:12215 2009-09-05T06:01:58Z 2009-09-05T06:03:53Z <lj-embed id="1" /><br /><br />9albi leih ta5onoh? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bel__canto:11818 2009-09-01T00:21:39Z 2009-09-01T00:21:39Z kol layla bashar//mtm so im looking at the lines on my bed, white waves on navy, like streams of rope in dark seas, and funnily enough that is where i am right now in my life. just sort of sunken in the sea, sort of watching, not really living, but not totally in a coma either. <br /><br />but where those ropes will lead me to, i wonder...<br /><br /><b>ana men gheirak zay guitar, bas guitar men gheir awtar</b><br />(without you im like a guitar, but a guitar without chords) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bel__canto:9559 2009-03-20T01:42:06Z 2009-08-02T05:43:09Z <div class='appwidget appwidget-qotd' id='LJWidget_37'> <table cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0"><tr><td><div style='border: 1px solid #000; padding: 6px;'><p>If you could live one day in your life over and over, which day would it be? </p><p style='font-size: 0.8em;'></p><br /><p><input type="button" value="Answer" onclick="document.location.href='http://www.livejournal.com/update.bml?qotd=768'" /> <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/misc/latestqotd.bml?qid=768">View 501 Answers</a></p></div></td></tr></table></div><!-- end .appwidget-qotd --> <br />None. <br />As amazing as some days have been in my life, I would never want to live a day over and over--I think I would become too attached..I would have never endured those bad days since that one amazing day, and as nice as that might sound I would have never learned the lessons I needed to have learned.<br />Always look towards the future, never dwindle on the past too long, no matter how amazing or awful it was...you can't change it :] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bel__canto:8020 2007-10-27T03:13:22Z 2007-10-27T03:13:22Z i wonder//kanye west Perhaps I am reading too much into things, perhaps pupils are not meant to be observed but only the cornea, only the outer surface that never really touches those strange, inexplainable strings that plays the chords of the heart...the sounds of which change everytime, the sounds I can never play straight...<br /><br />but are they meant to be played precisely, like some sort of formula, in the first place...?<br /><br />aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh, i feel burned out. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bel__canto:7629 2007-07-30T01:07:07Z 2007-07-30T01:07:07Z amr diab I finished Harry Potter.<br />And now I am sad.<br /><br />I feel like I have lost a very good friend. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bel__canto:2502 2006-02-15T22:55:06Z 2009-08-02T18:47:32Z DAYMAN FE BALE Do <a href="http://kevan.org/johari?name=amnahhillou">THIS</a> for me and I'll love you.<br /><br /><br />Yes, I'm alive, but everything is crazy. I'll update this weekend, hopefully. <br />love you all.